Wednsday, November 26, 2008 (:

Hello (:

Well today's the first time I've written a blog so...hi (: Well...I guess I'll talk about what happened today. Haha actually today was pretty boring, so I will talk about my past. So, there was this boy. I liked him very very much. And i still do of course. but I don't really like to express my feelings for this boy. This boy breaks my heart all the time. I've liked this boy since the very beginning of 8th grade and I haven't taken my eyes off of him ever since. He is simply indescribable. He's everything that I have always wanted in a guy. But the problem is, I've already had two chances with him, and i ruined both. I'm able to say that those two moments were the most regrettable moments in my entire life. He is so amazing. I think about him almost every second of every day. This boy, well, he's in love with my best friend. I'm in love with him. I think he knows. Actually, I know he knows. He's perfect in my eyes, and he is the only boy I can ever see myself being able to grow old with. I miss him. I miss him a lot more than you think. Sometimes when I think about him, I cry. I cry myself to sleep. And when i see him with her, my heart breaks. We actually used to be very close, the best of friends and everything changed from there. Well, if he ever does read this...he needs to know that I am not over him, nor will i ever be.

I am incredibly in love with you. <3